I am so troubled by your belief that this is some form of punishment from some form of "God"....but, you seem to have a beautiful heart; I hope for, and in my way "pray" for all the best, joy and peace only for you and your son. I wish the same for all the people of China; the extensive coverage of this earthquake\'s aftermath has made me feel a closer human connection to its wonderufl people. And we must remember and find a way to help our brothers and sisters in: Burma (Myanmar), Iraq, Afghanistan, Zimbabwe, the occupied territories of Palestine, North Korea ... and all the many, many other placed in the world where people live with oppression and suffering.